...this morning, i woke up feeling very cold. i went to somebody, to get some warmth. after twenty minutes, bodyheat started to function. but then i had to rise up again, this time for good, and start my day. i had slept for about three hours.

...this morning, for about half a minute, i observed the world upside down. it was funny. and a bit scary. but mainly funny. then i left to an ceratin establishment, to give something back to the society.

...this morning, walking through the streets, i noticed people to observe me. observe me in somewhat strange way. as looking back i tried to understand what were their intentions, the glances became more intense. and i gave up, detached myself from reality and sang in my mind 'i know the piesces fit 'cause i've seen them fall away'

...today i actually managed to fall asleep at work. i did it twice. two times five minutes all the sounds around me dissapeared and i could feel myself and understand myself in total silence.

...today is not over yet. 5,5 hours left. a lot could happen. nothing could happen.

well. yes. i recieved a phonecall. and i turned a friend's invitation down. am i a bad person, to do so? am i a bad person, as i've turned most of her rare invitations down? i'm just too damn tired...